Addictions Discussion Forum

Thanksgiving

feeds@yuku.com (larrylive) — Tue, 24 Nov 2009 02:54:59 GMT

"Whereas it is the duty of all nations to acknowledge the providence of Almighty God, to obey His will, to be grateful for His benefits, and humbly to implore His protection and favor; and Whereas both Houses of Congress have, by their joint committee, requested me to "recommend to the people of the United States a day of public thanksgiving and prayer, to be observed by acknowledging with grateful hearts the many and signal favors of Almighty God,...

back again...

feeds@yuku.com (Talia) — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 17:38:26 GMT
Hi,
It's been awhile since i was here. thought my other half had finally got bettter.... now here we are sliding back down the hill again with him using on a regular basis, waking me up in the middle of the night with dillusions etc etc... Huuuuuuuuuhhhhhhh..... why can't i end this? I'm so weak.

I Found Pot

feeds@yuku.com (TnSkye) — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 09:07:10 GMT
Got some stuff out of storage a few days ago because it's time to clean up the rest of the past. I have actually found some things that were meaningful that I'd forgotten. Today I found a small avon box and when I opened it, there was a piece of paper folded up really small. I knew what it was without opening it. But, I opened it anyway. Pot. Naturally my first thought was "where's my pipe?" but it only took another second for my common...

dreams

feeds@yuku.com (steve j) — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 03:57:24 GMT
I have quit for a while but lately I've been having dreams where I am using again. I was dismissing these dreams but they have become more frequent. In my dreams I am back to using. In one dream I was cleaning a pipe to get at what was left. I am tired of these dreams and wish they would go away.

I FEEL SO STUPID

feeds@yuku.com (sassyslife) — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 18:28:54 GMT
OK HEY EVERYONE ITS ME STUPID AND YES I WENT BACK TO HIM LIKE A FOOL ALL FOR HIM TO PUT ME THRU HELL ALL OVER AGAIN. IVE GOT A QUESTION WHEN HIS MOODS CHANGE HES LIKE A TOTALLY DIFFERENT PERSON HE SAYS HE LOVES ME ONE MINUTE AND THE NEXT HE TELLS ME IM CHEATING ON HIM AND ACCUSES ME OF TALKING TO SOMEONE IN THE OTHER ROOM AND NOONES THERE. HE HEARS THOSE VOICES STILL AND IT GETS WORSE. HE SAYS ALL THE TIME THAT THERES A LOT OF PEOPLE OUT IN HIS YARD AT NIGHT AND GETS MAD AT ME WHENi I SAY I...

New Meth Formula

feeds@yuku.com (TnSkye) — Tue, 25 Aug 2009 03:54:10 GMT
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090824/ap_on_re_us/us_meth_s_new_method

Congratulations Rocky!!!

feeds@yuku.com (TnSkye) — Mon, 10 Aug 2009 20:50:27 GMT
Three years ago today, Rocky went to rehab and has been clean and sober since. Most excellent job, Rocky. I'm so proud of you.

thank god Im free

feeds@yuku.com (sassyslife) — Fri, 31 Jul 2009 23:33:37 GMT
Well it s sassy and im free from meth. Today is my 5th day of being clean in 2 yrs. I did it all by myself with the help from God. I even woke up this morning feeling great about my life and where its going. It feels so good to tell all my old buyers I QUIT. I even went walking this morning and the funny thing was it started drizzlling on me just a enough to keep me from getting too hot it felt so good,. Then right when i got home it started thundering and lightning. I know GOD is on my...

thank god Im free

feeds@yuku.com (sassyslife) — Fri, 31 Jul 2009 23:31:15 GMT
Well it s sassy and im free from meth. Today is my 5th day of being clean in 2 yrs. I did it all by myself with the help from God. I even woke up this morning feeling great about my life and where its going. It feels so good to tell all my old buyers I QUIT. I even went walking this morning and the funny thing was it started drizzlling on me just a enough to keep me from getting too hot it felt so good,. Then right when i got home it started thundering and lightning. I know GOD is on my...

heartbroken

feeds@yuku.com (sassyslife) — Mon, 13 Jul 2009 11:32:58 GMT
hey everyone I havnt posted in a while my computers been tore up. And god how Ive needed to. Ive been thru so much since the last time I did. Well Im still active in my addiction or up until now that is. I was getting it from my bf and hes broke up with me or he says he hasnt but he dont call me anymore so somethings up. I think hes in involved with someone else and just dont want to tell me. The thing is I know hes doing me a favor but I cant help it ,it still hurts really bad. I know hes...

The truth of the truth at the core of it all is that meth-heads really are bastards.

feeds@yuku.com (ToughLuv Dad) — Mon, 22 Jun 2009 10:32:14 GMT
He're the stuff.. Something in your life has happened that makes ya feel damaged so what the heck so many times ago when u first tried it out before you became addicted. But then there was the reckless time you could have stopped but you didnt maybe becuase the sex was too good, or peer pressure or maybe just liked the buzz. Ya see no speacial reason, cause humans like stuff. Most try not to smoke battery acid to work our electronic problems out though.
So now your parents think...

I need some advice about helping someone seek treatment

feeds@yuku.com (juzpeachy) — Thu, 18 Jun 2009 01:51:23 GMT
I have recently found out that my mother is smoking meth, I believe she has been using for about 2 years. I want to talk with her about her getting help and I am not sure how to go about it. She is the type of person that will not admit it unless the proof is staring her in the face, like a drug test.
Even then I'm sure she will not admit it. My initial reaction in to go in and MAKE her do what she needs to, I know this is not what needs to be done and will not help the situation at...

what wil it take

feeds@yuku.com (sassyslife) — Mon, 15 Jun 2009 18:10:07 GMT
Hey everyone it s me again the same ole crap just a different day. I let my ex bf spend the night with me last night. He promised me he had changed and that he loved me. Well b4 we went to sleep he was thinking those crazy things again thouth I had someone under the bed rubbing my hand while we were in the bed. Hes seeing shadow people now. He keeps telling me he knows whats going on he s not stupid theyre is nothing going on. I have to end this but I dont know how to do it in a nice way. I...

GOING CRAZY

feeds@yuku.com (sassyslife) — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 19:55:22 GMT

hey everyone, I m back with more problems and I think they will get worse before they get better. Last time when I posted my boyfriend had went to jail for shooting his gun in his neighbors yard. Well his mom got him out of jail (9 days later) and everything was good for about a week and he started using again and he s worse now than ever. I went ot his house friday and he was on the back porch yelling and cussing at no one. Saying he was going to knock the poles out from under the...

MY STORY....

feeds@yuku.com (CRISTINA) — Fri, 29 May 2009 02:00:49 GMT

I started when i was 13...a 16yr. old girl got me into doing meth. at first i just smoked like one or two hits.. after a couple months my family started noticing that i was on drugs but they didnt know which one...i would dissapear from my house for days. I would go to some apartments where there was one where all tweakers went to we would sit on the living room in a big circle and everyone brought their own baggie and pipe. I just loved...

Meth Addiction

feeds@yuku.com (marion) — Thu, 07 May 2009 18:56:51 GMT

Drug Treatment Centers are really helping a people to get out of these addictions. They are trying to give people better lives without a drug in their hands. Before joining these centers people should internally be prepared to leave these addictions.

Marrion Barrett

Meth Addiction
http://www.crystalrecovery.com

HELP ME

feeds@yuku.com (sassyslife) — Sat, 18 Apr 2009 15:18:58 GMT

I am new to this site and I really need some advice. I am a 41 yr old meth addict and I wish i wasnt. God I would give anything to be back at my old self again. I ve been using for 6 yrs and Ive never seen anyone be so paranoid and hallucinate in all of my meth days. Until I started dating this guy and hes also an alcohloic and loves to eat lortabs and soma whatever he can get his hands on. Weve been dating for about 8 months and Ive known him for 20 yrs or more. Just tonight he says...

Motivation and Energy gone?

feeds@yuku.com (pebbles) — Fri, 20 Mar 2009 04:53:37 GMT
Mine are. COuld i please hear back from others that are having a hard time getting these two things back. clean almost three years. smoked meth for 8 years.
i want myself back
sorry this is so short but i have already done two other posts and even doing this is a chore for me. always want to hurry up with everything i do so i can hurry up and do nothing

CONGRATULATIONS TO LISA TNSKYE FOR 4 YEARS CLEAN OF ALCOHOL

feeds@yuku.com (Guene) — Fri, 16 Jan 2009 21:42:01 GMT

LISA CONGRATS TO YOU FOR A WONDERFUL JOB OF BEING ALCOHOL FREE. YOU ARE SPECIAL AND ONE OF MY DEAREST FRIENDS, LOVE YOU ALWAY'S BOBBIE

Strength

feeds@yuku.com (Zephyr) — Wed, 07 Jan 2009 06:05:41 GMT
Hi,

New here. Read for a while. 159 days clean today :-) My longest in a very, very long time through many years of using. I am feeling good about it, and I wish the best to everyone here who may be having a tough time.

Strength.

I want to hear what fellow sufferers think about Strength, in regards to meth addiction.

Along the way, and even today (although it is probably a remnant from a previous life) people have said I have no balls, am weak, harden...