I am attempting to come out the other side of two hard years on meth and damn, its hard. Since being clean I find myself looking back at the carnage I caused both to my friends and family. I have spent the last two month in rehab and Im freaked out about being on my own again...knowing meth is one call away.
About myself, I was lucky to be born in a very wealthy family that had a long history of doing good and meaningful things with there lifes. To say I was the black sheep of the family is a huge understatement. Hell, I had it all and thought I could handle anything. For years I had been addicted to cocaine but could always keep things together and I assumed I could do the same with meth...huge mistake...meth chewed me up and spit me out.
I still cant believe how quickly I lost control. I submerged myself in the meth lifestyle and because I had almost an unlimited amount of money my meth friends grew and grew. I loved the fact that I had the money and drugs; I loved the control it gave me over people. I could and often would make people to do unspeakable things sexually and more.
Hellcrazy timesI will right more later
out
About myself, I was lucky to be born in a very wealthy family that had a long history of doing good and meaningful things with there lifes. To say I was the black sheep of the family is a huge understatement. Hell, I had it all and thought I could handle anything. For years I had been addicted to cocaine but could always keep things together and I assumed I could do the same with meth...huge mistake...meth chewed me up and spit me out.
I still cant believe how quickly I lost control. I submerged myself in the meth lifestyle and because I had almost an unlimited amount of money my meth friends grew and grew. I loved the fact that I had the money and drugs; I loved the control it gave me over people. I could and often would make people to do unspeakable things sexually and more.
Hellcrazy timesI will right more later
out
